I think I have an addiction of waking up next to someone

I had not had that for so long, and it was great. I only hope that she didn’t see that deep need and become wary.

Now begins the awkward wait of hearing from her again.

It’s also interesting to see that I can want after something for so long, and fulfilling that want only opens doors to further suffering and further want. I have already known all of this… but still walk there. Maybe some day I’ll give up and join a Buddhist commune.

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  1. lindseynoelle said: These are my feelings exactly! The more you get the more you want. But that first night is always blissful.
  2. erikaisthebomb said: I TOTALLY GET WHAT YOU MEAN. I haven’t ever had that, but I really want that so badly. it’s just a feeling I really want<3 lol
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